Changes to my Study Program

 

I think I have a quite objections about my career study program. I think that from the first instance, I would bring the study program closer to the visual arts, plastic arts. This would give us a more artistic vision of our work, aesthetic notions, art notions, motor skills, patience and dedication. Even, it would give more tools to those who dedicate themselves to photography, art directon and direction. The same in the case of sound, it would be great to have class that bring us closer to music theory, that would greatly deepen our work on direct sound, in post-production, sound design, soundtracks, etc…

I understand that our work must also be closely related to research, social sciences and communication, but sometimes I think that many of these classes do not allow us to get closer to the artistic side, which is very important. Sometimes it feels like a waste of time.

On the other side, I also think that the careers are very long. I think that for some people it is not so viable to do tasks and jobs for that long. I think that due to this situation many people decide not to enter to study academically. Probably they live in contexts that do not allow them to have enough time to be aware of a study program.

In short, I think that this system should be more practical, limited and more to the point. I feel like I've been doing the same for a long time. That time could be better spent and learn things that we specifically need.

The Apocalypse

I would like to visit the apocalypse. I don't know what year it will happen. It is strange, but it seems conclusive to me, visit the twilight of a universe that existed for so many years. The world seems to end constantly, it is a variant, but what it will happen specifically on the day when the structures that humanity created collapse?, when greed and ambition reach their climax. When a story ends, to start another.

It is probably, in this event, that the mythical superheroes that the world built to save itself will appear...

What if... the guilty of the destruction of the world is Darkside? or Thanos?... would Batman or Spiderman show up to save the day?... anything could happen...

 

What would it be like to see the sun burst in his last breath?... see how the sun turns into a white dwarf?

it would be incredible!

I could imagine many more things. But I would waste my time and probably die before transporting myself to the universe in that I live. Jajaja.

So,  definitely 

I would go back.

xoxo. 

My Future Job

I don't know if to call what I want to do: "work", but I want to dedicate myself to art.

 I want to be a music producer, compose my songs, sing live. Create artistic music-visual projects, make music videos, dedicate myself completely to artistic creation. It's my passion. 

I want to make direct sound in different productions, make sound post-production, plan sound designs for short films, movies or series and their soundtracks.

 Sound and music are very important, both in audiovisual productions and in life in general.

Also, I would like to dedicate myself to art direction, looking for props to create sets from different periods or that express different sensations.

Think and design the costumes for each character, projecting the dimensionality and depth of their personalities. 

Think about the stage through which they are going to work.

Also, I would like to be able to direct some production. Write my screenplays and be able to work in depth with them. Make a movie that can envelop all viewers in a spooky or hipnotizing atmosphere.

Perhaps I could act...

 

Who knows...

Life is long....

Life is change…

My Favorite TV show

 when I was a kid, I remember that I watched "X-files" in TV... Its made me feel so much scary the soundtrack of the intro, I had many nightmares. But somehow I felt always attracted to this show.

Time later, I started to love this TV show, I was fascinated with space, extraterrestrial things, the occult and the conspiracy theories. This TV show became in a form of hallucination for me, from the intriguing plots, the special effects, the sounds, the soundtrack and that aesthetic so characteristic of the 90's. 

And also, I loved the tense relationship between agent Scully and Mulder, I waiting until the end for something to happen between them. 

Well, for a long time... Nothing happened!

The x files, it is my favorite serie, I would see it many times. It's like watch Twin Peaks over and over again. 

I NEED TO KNOW ACTUALLY HUIZENGA

 My god, I really need to know Actually Huizenga. She's a very wild artist, poetess, musician, filmmaker and leader of the snuff metal band PATRIARCHY. She lives in the under world, it's not mundial famous or accepted in the most lucrative musical world. His work its independient, bizarre and very gothic, I love what she do. Is shameless. She mixture the 60's and 70's thrillers, horror movies that are forgotten in a B category, but that complement the collective imaginaire and soft metal porn.

Behind his somewhat aggressive songs there is a powerful message regarding pop culture and the consumption of bodies, which is clearly approached from irony and satire. I think it is a good way to approach problems, since it deals with sensations. And the best of all is that she is an artist like any of us who live on this side of the world, although of course, she must have a little more resources.

I Really need to know this angel. The wonderful thing is that it will not be so difficult, we have already shared works through social networks. If it does not happen, it is beautiful to dream of being able to share art with such a person, get inspired and start creating. 

 Well, I think that the music makes me feel different things in different moments. One song for every moment. One song for when I stay close at the window, in mi bedroom or in a bus travel. Lov ya 

The soundtracks change everytime. Sometimes I found another band or discover another album to listen... sometimes I comeback for another one that keep behind, and again, and again, and again. 

This time, I will talk about a wonderfull musician. She's inspired me so much, its a incredible referent. Between the 70's punk scene in England and the begin of the gothic scene, she blooms like a bloody rose, full of spikes and a scarlet red color. I talk about Siouxsie Sioux and the Banshees!!! 

Now I listen the album: "The Rapture". I think that is the soudtrack of my life in this moment. This album mutates in different and infinites sensations, start with a happy and romantic explotion with "Oh Baby"... I think that this song is one of thoose pop melodies that introduce you in a sticky sway, makes me feel like I'm falling into a imaginary love, but then "Tearing Apart" and "Stargazer" rescue me from that rare abyss. "Stargazer" is like a fanciful melody, staying stuck looking at the stars, imagining things ... in any case, life is built from various imaginary ... right? 

"Fall from Grace" its like a conclusive song, like for the end of a movie in which conclusions-are-reached-that-liberate-our-interiors-and-we- are-so-grateful-for-everything-that-has-been-lived... I think so."Not Forgotten" its so dark.., between powerfull percutions and distorted guitars. Simply... its fascinate. I think this song is the one that introduces you to the dark world that comes on the other tracks.

"Sick Child" is so sad, sad and beautifull. The blood rose start to make us feel madly in love with a mind madly in love. "The Lonely One" and "Falling Down" melodically it distracts us a bit from this darkness, although its lyrics are quite deep and harsh... even ironic. 

and then ... "FOREVER" this musical piece that makes my hair stand on end. I would die listening to it, feeling it. I think it immerses me in a sea of ​​very strong feelings ... and then I sing very strongly "we, we couldn't stay together, I knew this wouldn't last forever. Forever just one more time then never, this is the last string to sever. " I have no words to explain what I feeling when I listen this song. 

"The Rapture" is a special song. It makes me quite nostalgic. Like her lyrics say, it just makes me feel like falling rhythmically.

"The Double Life" it's the song that i don't usually listen to much ... and then i get to the end with "Love Out Me". The album closes very well with this song, strong and heartbreaking. Siouxsie's voice penetrates you easily, enters for your pores and inevitably causes you to start singing along with her.

I definitely love this album, if I ever stop listening to it, I know that eventually I will come back on my knees to it.

10/10

xoxo